I once was told by a very very very old and wise man that no matter what the case is, you should always follow your heart and making amends within yourself. I never had faith in anything anyone has ever said to me up until now. For so long, I've felt trapped within a shadow, a black pit if you will, of self doubt. I've wanted to change time and time again and rewind the many evil and deceitful events that have occurred in my past. All I have wanted is someone to love me for who I am and who I will be someday. At first, it didn't seem possible for anyone to be around me. But now it's like I am destined to be alone for an eternity. Not knowing